I'm Disappointed

I'm not a strong person.
I give up easily.
I don't want to face up a problem in my life, even a small one. Which is imposible.. haa!
I hate it.
I can't stand it.
Yeah, I'm a weak person.

I don't want to be a leader.
I don't want to lead people.
I don't think I can do it well.
Well... it really doesn't going well when I became the leader.
Sigh...

I know that everything will not always goes as you want. But it's not wrong to hope it, right?
I want to take a blind eye of reality.
Close both my eyes and ears.
When something isn't going as I've planned it I'm starting to take a blame on others. Even though I know, the one who is wrong is me.

I'm afraid to face the consequences.
I just don't want to take all the blame.